breaking free

1. What will bring me peace?
I don't have enough tears
To crying into my pillow
What will bring me joy?
I never wanted to be a toy
And now you're playing with feelings
And you laugh really loud

Refren:

Now i'm breaking free
But you didn't see me leaving by your door
Now i'm breaking free waiting for relief
Waiting for something more
But i can't start moving
My brain still in the past
It's a heavy cross
Hoping it would last
Now i'm breaking free
But you don't see me moving forward

2. What am I doing here?
If your love is not good for me
Why do I still love?
Cuz I really believed
"they lived happily ever after"
It's so stupid, such a disaster
You double crossing my mind at night
Silence killing from the inside

Refren:

Now i'm breaking free
But you didn't see me leaving by your door
Now i'm breaking free waiting for relief
Waiting for something more
But i can't start moving
My brain still in the past
It's a heavy cross
Hoping it would last
Now i'm breaking free
But you don't see me moving forward

Bridge:

"they lived happily ever after"
It's so stupid, such a disaster
You double crossing my mind at night
Silence killing from the inside

Now i'm breaking free
But you didn't see
Me leaving by your door

Actually, go to hell

Refren:

Now i'm breaking free
But you didn't see me leaving by your door
Now i'm breaking free waiting for relief
Waiting for something more
But i can't start moving
My brain still in the past
It's a heavy cross
Hoping it would last
Now i'm breaking free
But you don't see me moving forward